I think I have told alot of pple liao..basically those who have been in contact with me today.

Im quite unlucky today lo.

Stupid Bert.

I dunno what's up with those working adults.Particularly those who have generation gaps with u lo.
Or izzit that I dun have fate with some of those working pple.

I blardy hell cant stand that kinda idiotic notion that they have on us--new birds to the market.
That is to think that we actually know EVERYTHING beforehand,despite we are doing it for the first time or inexperience!

Today...it's really that blardly first time I am doing the contract lo.
And that stupid big fish also blardly stupid.Wants me to email her and tell her step by step on what she needs to do!
Cant she just endorse on everything and fax it back to me!

Then I of coz email her la.I really have no blardy idea what's with the what Banker's Guarantee form ok!What's with the security deposit.
These are the stuff that I dun think it can be just simply implanted to ur brain without a few rds of experimenting with it.Let alone this is my virgin touch with all these!

So I am being called to his desk,which is like just behind the table beside's me.(justin's seat) and he questioned me with those kinda questions that makes u wanna cry on the spot.

I really blardy buay siong with the fact that he keeps emphasizing that this is COMMON SENSE!
Fuck!
What is common sense!
Ok..maybe till that minimal extend it is.
But hello!!
With a green horn that have no idea what to do next,noone to guide her and really plainly listening to her colleagues' advice...
anyway...I dun think it is purely based on ur common sense!

Coz this is like ..u do already den u know.Even if I am wrong,u just have to tell me...and not blardly shit on me n tell me this is common sense!

Coz it is not what!How should i know that the document is for internal approval and need not be send to the customer to let her know as well!
Ok now that I know..but u blardy do not have to rub it so rough just now!

On my side,I admit that it is also my fault for forever not being too vigilant!
I know I shld have learn and now God is reminding me!

I am sorry and I promised that I would mark this on my forehead now.
This side of my fault,I admit.

And I also admit that actually Bert really aint too harsh.
It is just at that pt of time,it is kinda scary and tough to bite on.
Like a student being call up to the desk and the teacher keeps scolding there infront of the other students.

BUT one thing I dun think he deserves our or MY respect is that he is biased against his own Seraya staff.

While Jen and Shuyi are his seraya staff,he always laugh laugh n never show any furstrations on them.
(although jun n shuyi are our good friends there as well)
But for Sitel stuff like..me(esp),marc,justin,mingli and sometimes even Jade herself,he practices less tolerance and more impatience!

What is that lo!
We are working for lesser pay(than seraya staff of coz) and still clinche deals for u..what's the meaning of such biasness lo!

Argh!!!!!!!!

Anyway...just like today be a lesson for me.
Of coz I do learn something la but this is the kinda lesson that u dun really accept with full willingness lo.
It depends on who is the person teaching u,and his attitude ma.

Blardy shit!

One more time.

FUCK IT,man!